Hey! :D It is the first time when I am talking apart of my "story". I know my story would make you believe I am one of the saddest freak in the world. Actually I am a person totally different of the main and single character. He is like..the opposite me, maybe because I wanted to see thru some totally different person's eyes. It is amazing and believe me or not, it makes me see things in some other way.Everything is inspired from the real life, but with a bit fantasy, a little confusing storyline and some imagination, I get to this :D I know that "myself" from the story keeps being in contradiction with himself, but this is what makes my story apart from others. I know it is confusing, but I hope you enjoy it. I am writing this in english, so anyone around the world could read it. Don't missunderstand me hehe I am a freak, but I am not any kind of emo or something. I am a normal person just like you.I would really like to hear you opinions about me, my blog or anything, so I am waiting your comments and reactions right on this post or at any other posts, or just sign on my question "Did you enjoy my story?":D. Remember to read down-to-up. :DBest wishes from me!Enjoy and keep reading! :D
"I'm walking.I'm thinking.I'm trying to believe that my life is still as simple as it used to be.I've been walking so fast and so far away from me.I know, there's nowhere to hide when you hide from yourself, but I didn't realize that all this time I was only affraid of my own person.I've been running away of my own shadow, but it's all wrong.I've acted too fast .I've got myself deep inside my own wound.I have complicated my life when I didn't need to, just because I am how I am, a simple man.I laugh sarcastic.I so love the way I've made my life look like a drama.I don't cry anymore, I don't sigh anymore.I've done all these too much and I'm simply repeating.I am no longer creative and original.I am no longer me.I am affraid of my shadow.But my shadow is just a clone of my own person.It is the perfectioned one.It sees everything, it hears everything, but it never says any single word about it."
"If I could fly, I would simply walk on the ground because seeing the entire world with one single deep look in one single moment would make the rest of my life too complicated."
"Wake up!I need to wake up.It has been an awesome night.I will remember it forever and ever.Too bad I've fallen asleep and never woke up again.I sigh happy.I start walking again.I move my hand in the air.I want to touch it.I smile.I love the atmosphere that stands between me and reality.I am living a dream.It's the only place where I can be myself and nothing else.I watch the sky.Here, I live in a continue night, just because I want it.I watch the stars.Here, I can watch the stars anytime I wish, just because I want and love to.Right here, I can feel the rain drops anytime I want because everything is as I wish.And yes.This is what I wish.This lonely life in this dark place, far away from reality.I don't really wait the morning that I know will come one day.Right now I finally realize everything that I wouldn't usually do.I realize that I am happy when I want to be, not when the universe gives me the best shit I can have.I can be the happiest person ever, even in the worst place.My heart beats fast.My breathe slows down.I watch the sky and the shiny shy stars hiding somewhere behind the clouds.I smile.I feel like I could kill the time right now, but unfortunately I need one more second to realize, think and believe it.I need one more second to believe in me."
"And I used to say : I am just a man with a sword.And I am not strong, I only have the power of the word. And that was the moment when I really saw that I am not as stupid as I thought.Some would say I am right, but there will always be 'that' people that will always disagree with me, that will tell me that I am wrong, and that will make me stronger.Because I am just a man."